Bena Collins

forever love

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be?
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Annie (Daughter) July 6, 2009

hey you

hey mum hows things up there alot better than life is down here i bet. wish i was with you so sick of life down here. i feel as if my life has just went to ruins. george keeps telling me something good will happen soon but he been telling me that since u left and im still waiting i really miss you mum please come home i need you to hug me and tell me you love me i cant cope without you anymore.

Annie (Daughter) May 15, 2009

a poem i wrote for you

When you were here you had a huge piece of my heart. Now that we are apart you have a huge piece of my mind Cos it's filled with lovely memories of you. I think of you everynight and everyday. And im so angry that god took you away. But you are at peace now and in no pain. Im starting to forgive myself and say i wasn't to blame I know you wouldn't want me to but mum i can not lie I do still cry.
One thing i'm glad of is that i got one last chance to say goodbye

Annie (Daughter) May 11, 2009

hey mum i just thought i would say hi i hope you are looking after little tigger for jo and the rest of us, love you always and miss you too xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tracy Gillies (Daughter) April 18, 2009

mum

hi mum just a wee message to say hi and that i miss you loads. im going through a bit of a bad patch just but i know yo will guide me through to the other side love ya mum xxx

Annie (Daughter) April 11, 2009

Hey mum mothers day isnt really the same anymore i know i have presents from the kids but i cant go out and think of what i can get for you now which i used to like doing. Its hard having mothers day without my own mum to celebrate. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love you

Tracy Gillies (Daughter) March 24, 2009

to the best morther-in-law in the world

happy mothers day missing you every day but the special days are harder loving and misssing you forever xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Louise (Daughter-in-Law) March 22, 2009

happy mother's day

dear mum i wish you were here to give me a cuddle and tell me to put a smile on my face cause you hate it when i cry but the reason why im crying is becazuse you arent here to do that.

Annie (Daughter) March 22, 2009

missing you

Hi mum. Well its Mothers Day and you arent here. I never missed a mothers day before, even if i had to walk the 10 miles to get to you. I wish I was walking down to see you today, but thats not possible. Instead I will tell you that I love you and miss you always, but even more today. I hope you are happy where you are now, and you know that Im thinking of you. Love you, miss you. Happy Mothers Day. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Stevie (Son) March 22, 2009

mum

hiya mum hope you are well im stayig at tracys the nite and i thought id come an leave you a wee message to let you know im thinking of you and me an george are coming to visit you on mothers day and then we are going to spend time with his mum but that doesnt mean i have forgot about you because i never will i hope that you know that mum well i better go but il be back soon xx

Annie (Daughter) March 21, 2009